| a matter of days... |
[Dec. 7th, 2008|10:31 pm] |
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its down to the days
no longer just something that
lingers in the back of my mind
i cant get the image of hands going through my abdomen
moving through my small and big intestines...
and past the kidneys to my spine...
yep my spine.... i cant get the image out of my head.
They are standing over me.
im having too many nightmares
and i cant sleep longer than two hours at a time.
its in 10 days.
ten. |
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[Nov. 2nd, 2008|10:23 pm] |
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| |  restless | ] |
work all day...
til my back screams out my name
no wonder why it hates me sooooo much...
but bills have to be paid. |
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[Aug. 15th, 2008|12:58 am] |
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| |  confused | ] |
how should i tell my feelings
when you'll only hear them... |
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[Jul. 17th, 2008|09:35 pm] |
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| | crappy | ] |
i'd tell you to smile
if you'd tell me to shut up. |
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[May. 28th, 2008|11:19 pm] |
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| |  grumpy | ] |
if not happiness
then content will do
for the meantime... |
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[May. 22nd, 2008|12:22 am] |
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| |  content | ] |
it has indeed been a long and weary road
no need to follow a map
just let the light lead you into the unknown.
have faith in your own soul...
learn to breathe |
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[May. 22nd, 2008|12:05 am] |
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| |  calm | ] |
you can only smile
as wide as your
cheeks let you. |
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[Mar. 31st, 2008|01:47 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | awake | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | sigur ros | ] |
April
my unlucky month
you start tomorrow
you seem to come around
too fast these days...
i hope the 8th isn't
still my jinxed day
i'm going to hope not.
so many things about
about this month.
too much pain
too many memories.
Well i'll be waiting for
you in the morning
be kind to me this year.
I need you to be. |
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[Mar. 18th, 2008|01:43 pm] |
what is it about rainy days
that makes me feel like everything
will be alright
it makes me feel like i can breathe again
like the world feels how i feel
it is the most soothing feeling
i just cant explain
i need to move to a place that rains most days |
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[Mar. 11th, 2008|11:57 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  tired | ] |
long drives
make me think
way more than
i ever want to.
1 hour
2 hours
3 hours...
5 hours...
11 hours.
open road
leads to a
wondering mind
questions that play
like a broken record to
my own theories
about things
sometimes i become
so engulfed that i
forget the meaning
of time and distance
kinda like the
twilight zone
before you know it
i am arriving to my destination
but have become exhausted by
my own questions
that i have little to no
energy to do what i wanted
to do in the first place |
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