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[Dec. 7th, 2008|10:31 pm] |
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| | crappy | ] | its down to the days no longer just something that lingers in the back of my mind
i cant get the image of hands going through my abdomen moving through my small and big intestines... and past the kidneys to my spine... yep my spine.... i cant get the image out of my head. They are standing over me.
im having too many nightmares and i cant sleep longer than two hours at a time.
its in 10 days.
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[Nov. 2nd, 2008|10:23 pm] |
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| | restless | ] | work all day... til my back screams out my name no wonder why it hates me sooooo much... but bills have to be paid. |
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[Aug. 15th, 2008|12:58 am] |
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| | confused | ] | how should i tell my feelings when you'll only hear them... |
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[Jul. 17th, 2008|09:35 pm] |
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| | crappy | ] | i'd tell you to smile if you'd tell me to shut up. |
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[May. 28th, 2008|11:19 pm] |
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| | grumpy | ] | if not happiness then content will do for the meantime... |
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[May. 22nd, 2008|12:22 am] |
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| | content | ] | it has indeed been a long and weary road no need to follow a map just let the light lead you into the unknown. have faith in your own soul...
learn to breathe |
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[May. 22nd, 2008|12:05 am] |
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| | calm | ] | you can only smile as wide as your cheeks let you. |
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[Mar. 31st, 2008|01:47 pm] |
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| | sigur ros | ] | April my unlucky month you start tomorrow you seem to come around too fast these days... i hope the 8th isn't still my jinxed day i'm going to hope not. so many things about about this month. too much pain too many memories. Well i'll be waiting for you in the morning be kind to me this year. I need you to be. |
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[Mar. 18th, 2008|01:43 pm] |
what is it about rainy days that makes me feel like everything will be alright it makes me feel like i can breathe again like the world feels how i feel it is the most soothing feeling i just cant explain
i need to move to a place that rains most days |
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[Mar. 11th, 2008|11:57 pm] |
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| | tired | ] | long drives make me think way more than i ever want to. 1 hour 2 hours 3 hours... 5 hours... 11 hours. open road leads to a wondering mind questions that play like a broken record to my own theories about things sometimes i become so engulfed that i forget the meaning of time and distance kinda like the twilight zone before you know it i am arriving to my destination but have become exhausted by my own questions that i have little to no energy to do what i wanted to do in the first place |
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